Ugly. Fat. Worthless. Weak. Unsafe. Shy. Stupid. Silent. Rude. Cold. Depressive. Suicidal Tendencies. Coffee♥&Cigarettes. Horrors and Demons to fight everyday. Sleep too much if they don't come for me and wrap their fingers round my throat, anyway I'm not afraid. My mind torture me. Self harmer. Starved. Love is just a fantasy and I never fall in love. Self-Esteem, Happiness, Freedom, three things I need and I can't have. I always think that what people tell me is a lie. ALWAYS. Sometimes I hate that. I love cut my skin. MUSIC KEEPS ME ALIVE! ♥. If you want to know anything, send me an ask.